i’m the girlfriend and i’ve hacked on to beca’s account to show everyone how i feel about her.
Every emotion is multiplied when in comes to this one girl. With her, I’m the happiest I’ve ever been. Without her, I’m the saddest I could ever be. She knows not what she does to me; she isn’t aware of how she makes me feel. I’ve never felt so alive. I’ve never felt so amazing. I want to spend the rest of my life with this girl. Both her appearance and her personality are so beautiful. Her lips are like no other. I want nothing more than to kiss them at every second. Her smile is so incredibly breath taking. I’ve never witnessed a human being smile at me and in response I become completely weak. The way the corners of her eyes wrinkle whenever she laughs is so adorable. How she moves her hair out of her face is ever so delicate. I want to be the one to tuck it behind her ear. The way she speaks leaves me speechless. Her voice is my favorite sound in the entire world. Her words strip me bare and leave me completely vulnerable. She doesn’t realize that I notice her every detail. Whenever I see her face or body I look at every curve, dimple, and edge. I stare at her as a whole. She is all that i see, hear and feel. I will forever only see her, hear her, and feel her as well as feel for her. She means the world to me. I am so protective over her. If anything were to ever happen to her, I would be nothing. There wouldn’t be a point to life without this girl. One day she is going to see how much I love her. How I want to spend the rest of my life by her side. I want to marry her. I want to be here for every single part of here life; from every tear to every smile I will forever be there for it. I want to lay by her side at night and wake up with her still there. I want to be her all. I want to show her how I can be everything she has ever dreamed or wished of. She is everything I’ve ever wanted and she is the only thing from here on in that I’ll ever want. She makes me want to be a better person. She makes me want to improve in every single way. I’ve never once in my life have wanted to work so hard for anyone. She gets me like no one has, either. She understands my every thought, emotion and action. She knows what makes me tick. She has me pegged. She, on the other hand, is a bit of a mystery. I understand most of her thoughts and I understand each emotion.. but she leaves room for herself to be completely unpredictable or unable to read. That is one of my most favorite qualities about her; she keeps me on my toes and questioning. She makes me always wanting to figure her out and find out new things about her. She makes me do a lot of things, actually. She makes me ramble, like I’m doing now. I love it. I love her. I am in love with her.. and never, ever, will this feeling fade.
I truly love her.
Rebeca, I truly love you.
so uh, yeah. i mean.. what can i say? i’m crazy about her. absolutely crazy about her. she’s the definition of perfection.